it's just ironic.how i keep thinking what a wonderful day today is.how happy i felt.just by the thought of the lights in Orchard.and the Christmas feel.and then.i had to be pulled right down to the other end.ha.happiness is still determined by oneself.so, if i want to be happy,i can :)good luck to sissy's As! God bless her!
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2:28 AM
after watching 2012,
i feel quite sad..
and was scared during the duration of the movie...
well, watching our own species perish before our very eyes is a frigtening thought.
i would prefer all of us die in our sleep,
and meet again in heaven,
with our egoism all gone.
painless death, or rather divine esclation to heaven.
will you grant my wish, God?Labels: 2012
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2:32 AM
ee yer.not that jc peeps are not street-wise.many of my friends are.and my sister is...it's just me...:(boss has been kind.encouraging me.i think she would really make a great teacher.i don't know why i have this split personality.why do i behave so different in school and at work?or for that matter, in MOE schools and at other places?don't like it.:(marathon in a few hours.sians.Labels: :(
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7:47 PM
cost of a mistake.what makes you think the grass on the other side is greener?after so long,that's still what my gut feeling is still telling me.if it persists,i think i gonna go with my gut......i want more jobs.introduce please!Labels: cost of a mistake
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3:52 PM
feels happy :Dso easy to make myself happy.the fact that i dwell a lot works two ways actually.:Dsis kept telling me i am getting fatter,which is seriously true.got too lazy to run.then mum encouraged me.although it's just 4 rounds,and a few cool down,i love the adreanaline rush.i enjoy the sweat and the sense of well-being i feel after exercising.then a nice cold shower,followed by talking with mum and sis in my air-con cave.shiok.Life's what you make itSo lets make it rockLifes what you make itSo come on come on Lets celebrate itJoin in everyoneYou decideCause life's...what you make it..:D
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12:41 AM
sighs.public speaking.am i that bad?i have always been on stage.the accent.which i always lament.went to 2 events today.first was to be the emcee for judo.that, i think i would blame it on my memory.for forgetting the sequence.although, it sounds what the hell.the second event is the dialogue session with MP.i thought my question was great.because i would shoot her back with what she had said.of course, using the bounded rationality approach,this structuring was the best i could come up with.and it was really burning.i had to let it go.but still, i chose to take the back seat.and ta-da.what makes me think it is a good question?perhaps it's a dumb one?dwell so much for what.ya.i don't care.i will rid my phobia.Labels: public speaking
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10:54 PM
many nights we pray,with no proof anyone could hear,in our hearts a hopeful song,we barely understood....now we are not afraid...although we know there's much to fear..we were moving mountains long before we know we could.....oh....yeah..there can be miracles when you believe..though hope is frail,it's hard to kill..who knows what miracles you can achieve.when you believe...somehow you will...you will when you...believe....in this time of fear...when prayers so often proves in vain,hope seems like the summer birds..too swiftly flown away..now i am standing here..when my hope so full, i can't explain..seeking faith and speaking words i never thought i could say....there can be miracles....when you believe....though hope is frail,it's hard to kill...who knows what miracles..you can acheive..when you believe...somehow you will...you will when you believe.......and it's easy to give in to your fear..but when you're blinded by the pain,can't see your pain to the rain.the thought of a resilient voice..says love is very near....though hope is frail..it's hard to kill...who knows what miracles you can achieve...when you believe...somehow you will...somehow you will..you will when you believe......you will when you...YOU WILL WHEN YOU..BELIEVE!!!!BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE!!PIGGI AND CAIYING JIAYOU!hmmm..4 weeks bah.just do your best.i had a dream driven off by A level anxiety yesterday..i don't mind mugging in SR all over again haha.if time returns.biology.chemistry.mathematics.economics.general paper.jiayou jiayou jiayou!miracles do exist!Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing your enthusiasm.
~Sir Winston Churchill~Labels: what miracles you can achieve when you believe..
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9:03 PM
